Hey Bluedown~~Thanks... Not really any help that is why I depend so much on everyone here and I am so glad I found this site. My Mom is gone and I worry about putting too much pressure on my Dad. So it really was pretty much just my small family always being there for each other. But since H decided to bail it's pretty much me and my kids. I am pretty sure he in MLC. Following the script pretty much like he wrote it. Didn't know I could feel this bad and hurt so much yet still be alive. I just keep praying and holding on as much as I can trying to do all the right things while he go thru this. I keep thinking he has broken me. But I need to be strong and become a better me for my kids and myself. I am here for hugs and lots of encouragement but not too good with advice--yet . Take care.
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