I did go to therapy and I did disclose everything.
The T was OK and it went OK. Not great, not bad.
He wants to keep seeing me, yet will look for someone more specialized for me. This is normal and I understand the logic of it, yet feel push off.
After today on here and T I am feeling very rejected and worthless.
I'll be back, yet need to leave for now, be it an hour or a day or longer.
I feel I babble and spin and like I just don't live up to the help I am given.
I am embarrassed and feel I said some thing I shouldn't have.
I feel hurt. I am having the feeling of quitting again, I need to look at why other than what I just said.
Later.
M46,W41 D16,D18 M22,T25 BD 11/12 W moved out 01/13 Piecing 10/13 Divorced 01/15 "Whether you worry or not has no affect on the outcome. But, moving forward, letting go, and making changes can." UrWorthy
