Sounds like you are dealing well with disappointments. They are so much worse after high expectations. Do you all cuddle and are affectionate otherwise? I don't remember.
How disappointing for her to be on her cycle just before vacation. I pity you too for last night's lack of action -- but from my POV I pity her!!
There are some advantages of being on this side of 50
Me54/H47 '08 H is "done" March '12 H moved out Brink of D, December '12 2014 totally reconciled! ...... "I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal." Jim Conway