Have you ever heard that everything you say before the but is bullsh!t?

Read some of your posts again and cross out the words before the but (sometimes it's implied) and see what you're left with.

Be brutally honest with yourself.

You can do this.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss