Thanks Bond. I believe I can forgive her for what she says shes done. I occasionally have triggers that get me second guessing if she told me the truth. I'm hoping more time and patience is required.
Things have been good this week. Plenty of hugs, kisses, cuddling etc from her which is nice. I've been doing some playful grabbing and sexual innuendo's. She doesn't give me any negative vibes while doing so, she doesn't seem to mind at all. A couple nights this week we'll go to bed, turn off the lights and she'll reach for my hand to hold while she falls asleep.
It has me thinking if there's a difference between affection and intimacy.
As much as I love when she does these things, I can't help but question her "attraction issues".
M-38 W-32 D7, S4 M-10 BD-May '12 S for 1 month-June '12 Reconcile, Piecing