In the interests of emotional honesty, which is something I struggle with:
Part of the reason I cracked then is because he said he didn't want to see me before he deployed. Last deployment, he was injured badly in combat, and the deployment before that he nearly died and was hospitalized for several months. That he would not want to see me again before going to a place where he could die hurt me to my core. I felt like he had already moved on, that he didn't care if he hurt me, and that I needed to defend myself from a process that seemed inevitable regardless of what I said or did. So I filed myself.
Me: 30 H: 29 M: 2 yrs T: 5 years BD: 12/14/12 Divorce talk begins 1/6/13 I filed: 5/20/13 -- no contact since
