Well what I am doing at this time is not to much. I am working a lot because i can not be at home with my Dad.. I was out to lunch with the guys at work and they all told me i have a smell to me. this is from my dads house. so i just work come home go to bible study on tuesdays ride my motorcycle.
What i need to do is
walk to something physical I just cant push it. I need to start eating yup do not eat much at all. lost lots of weight. I want to go away even if it is by my self but just need to get away. I am house hunting looking to buy not rent. but feel as if i need to rent to get out. but if i rent i have to put out about what i would put down on a house and i will not see it back. I also need to get my place some place to call mine. i can not stay here long
