funny ~ how I just wish I could pick up the phone and chit chat with h, to see how he is, etc. Unlike MOST on this forum and Due to us working together, these types of calls don't ever get to happen. Would it be so wrong? Is it too soon? Will I ever get to do this? I just miss him so much.

I guess if he wanted to chit chat with me, he'd get over himself and make the effort to call me, right? Guess he needs more space then. (talking myself out of calling). Looking for support.

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)