Divorced-not done-But wondering ?

[JJAC2005]

Hear this....my new smooth move! -NOT-

I think its called one step fwd and 2 steps back.....on another note itt might be the "dumb ass shuffle" LOL

I had been talking to my ex since Friday last week....we spent the entire day Saturday together for a long talk which wen very well (see above)...in fact I truly believe we had a very good talk….I even got a few really great hugs, and even a parting kiss on the cheek when I was leaving at the end of the night......and was given the go ahead that she would reassess us having a new friendship together.

She was nice all weekend, and even is letting me take S.S. over this up coming weekend to stay out at the farm….and take him to his baseball games.
I was even invited to go to today’s 7th grade honors assembly and afterwards we went to lunch together. She accepts, YEAH!

We flirted and bantered some, and I even let a few pet names (ie honey) slip out now and then (she even laughed last Saturday at lunch when I still refered to her as my wife to some otehr couple at the bar)….as it’s still so easy to do…and then she noticed me staring a little too long….smiling a little too big….it sort of made her uncomfortable, and she reminded me that this is just friend stuff right?

I told her that I agreed on the starting at a ground zero friends thing, however I cannot stop looking (thinking of her) at her in a very romantic way….and then after all that, I had to open my mouth and tell her how I really felt when I dropped her off after lunch.
Now I’m afraid that I may have said things to push her further away….
I don’t know why I did that…it just came out….as ”I still love you, always have always will”
And all I need is a chance to show you ….yadda yadda yadda…..
WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN SO DUMB!


ok all you VET's....let me have it!