Tori, I understand what you are feeling right now. I thought that I didn’t want to get married after my first D. But, then my current H came along and I was “thinking” again. I’m pretty sure is that I was completely comfortable and happy on my own, and this is when my current H showed up.
I know about the dreams too. I was only married to my first XH for 5 years, but the dreams still show up sometimes (mostly not good once, though.)
I’m sure you will feel different when you are ready for a new R. I wish this day comes sooner for you.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state