"When I invited her to take the conversation past smalltalk she just asked what I was feeling."
Why would you do that? You have to start with the small talk and be fine with it until it feels comfortable to talk on her own. You keep pushing her and goading her about the D papers. That's what's getting you to where you're at.
Your actions or attitudes haven't changed which is why she hasn't changed.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
