I think you may be correct. But i guess i will still ask and see what my coach says.
I can say i have had no contact for a little time and it does bother me a little. i mean i still miss W and the things I do like go out to lunch or see a pool now that i dont have one. i think of the times we had.
Looking for a house is one thing we did and im doing it alone and miss W input.
At the same time I am very angry at the new GF W has. The one that i think made W want to try the other side. Also angry that here i am now staying in a depressed house no pool no place to really call my own and no place to recharge myself. While she has a rental house with a nice pool and a GF and im sure just not think about me at all. All this and I am not the one that wanted it nor just gave up. So yes im angry and lonely and maybe jealous she is living it up and partly was on my dime but has since stopped that..
Is this normal thinking and is it ok to be a Godly person and be so ANGRY with someone??
