tbh i have had those same feelings about being better off alone... but you will not always feel that way... i thought i would and recently i have been surprised that someone has caught my interest..
i have been thinking a lot about my M... and thinking that maybe W tried to be someone for me that she really wasn't... and that she was unable to not be herself forever.
and that she lacked the ability to be herself and see if we could work with her being her.. does that make sense?
i share this here bc you are writing your book and i am sure are thinking about such things..
(((((((((((((((((((((((Tori))))))))))))))))))))))
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13