PM, sorry to hear the D is final It's true what the others said about D just being a piece of paper, but that doesn't mean you're not allowed to grieve the loss of the M. If you feel sad/ depressed then that is perfectly normal, don't fight it!
Not sure if you're up on Crimson's story, but if you're not you might take a look at it. It's inspiring in that it shows that good DB'ing can lead to piecing even after D.
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She'll see that at some point. Whether or not that means anything regarding R is completely unpredictable, but she'll see further proof that my changes are real and weren't just to stop D from occurring. No person or thing (or event) will get in my way of becoming PatientMan.
It's true what the others said about D just being a piece of paper, but that doesn't mean you're not allowed to grieve the loss of the M. If you feel sad/ depressed then that is perfectly normal, don't fight it! 
