Thanks everybody for the feedback. H is not on facebook.
I am not detached. Wish I were, know it would make things easier.
I guess I want H to realize what he is missing...

having no expectations is so hard!

I know that life gives no one guarantees...we have to make the best of each and every day. I do look for silver linings
I was on the campus today buying a book for my class...I do love being on campus, the learning. Homework, tests will be another story!

seeing a C with son 19 next week. He's most bothered by the sit. We have a good R, we talk. He has a good R with his brother & sister. My silver lining! My blessing!


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13