So Sunday was our 12 year anniversary. I made it to 8 pm without contacting her than I texted. We texted for awhile about nothing and I called her the next morning. I asked her for another chance at the marriage before she filed a divorce. Said she still hasn't made up her mind and will decide in the next couple weeks. Texted her again the next morning and no response.
I'm overwhelmed with regret over letting us get to this point... Having a hard time dealing with the lonliness and regret.