Stuck between a rock and a hard place!

[dorightman]

I can't afford to pay for the apt. I know it's not a good idea, as much as I want to be in my home with my kids, I just can't afford to pay for the apt anymore. I didn't have enough money to pay rent this month.
My w wants to talk to me about paying for the kids camp this summer and I don't have the money because I've been paying rent on top of all the other expenses, mortgage on home. etc.
I don't want conflict, I realize I can't have emotional reactions in the house anymore and I also know that w will be looking for any excuse to legally kick me out.
So , I have to leave the house anytime she tries to push my buttons.
I have to be cool.

That said, w may still not agree to me coming home and then I will have to find a place to crash.