A Little Bit Stronger

[NNP1965]

Yesterday would have been our 24th wedding anniversary, but instead we have been divorced almost two and half years and x has been married to someone else for almost that long. It feels weird, just weird.

I am doing pretty good. I am no longer completely debt free as I built my dream house (nothing fancy just a small ranch, but totally mine and what I always wanted). If I am careful I should have the mortgage paid off by the time I retire.

My oldest son just finished his first year of college and my youngest will be a senior in high school next year.

I haven't dated at all really. A couple of people have insisted on setting me up, but neither have been people I had interest in (good thing cuz they didn't show any interest in me either).

I am over 50 and overweight, two things that most men my age are not looking for. But that's fine too, if the good Lord wants me to have a mate he will ensure that I meet that person.

I am active in my church and I have friends that I do things with. I travel a little, mainly a long weekend here and there. Once both of my boys are on their own I plan to travel more.

Not sure why I felt the desire to come here and update today. This is not the life I anticipated at this stage, but it's not bad and there is even a lot of it that is good.