So stop thinking that you are doing ALL the work.

Because the only work you are doing, is your own work. It has nothing to do about the M.

There may, at some point in time, be the benefit that the work... the positive changes in yourself, MIGHT lead to saving the M.

You MUST do ALL the work. ALL the work ON YOU. Regardless of the outcome in regards to anything else, external to your life, moving forward.