KD yes of course it was in desperation to save marriage. I am not disappointed that this happened . It made me look at myself inward. I've discovered I'm ACOA and codependent throughout this process. I just don't think I can continued doing ALL the work.
I am in counseling , have EE support system , have ACOA sponsor and certainly GAL and do not react fully how I use to . I have moments I won't lie.
