you are rite - we were writing at same time. wierd that we can get to same sort of "point" simultaneously for opposite reasons - you him being THERE and me for him being GONE.
MAKES you wonder doesn't it- about mwd and her book and predictability of it all. maybe we're here thinking it's all sooooo awful and dramatic and we're crashing and burning and in the universe - it's a comic strip episode. done over and over a million times allover the place- a joke if you will.
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(insert bullet into finger gun...point to head)!
DONE - PICUTre me plopping down on the floor with my tongue hanging out - arms outflung - legs up in the air and face displaying total (stupid) death.... gasp....
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Regardless, he's not moving away, leaving me, nor trying to commit to a reconnect, just playing at it.
sick & sadly - same here.
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As far as you going to FL. if you love it there and you have your own family and things to do for you, hell yea go! Your roommate is providing a path for you to enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself in spite of him, your not there for him.
PERHAPS I WILL WHEN SCHOOL CLOSES AND NO WORK to be had- thanks for perspective slant here
Just make sure you understand this is not his way of reconciling, it's just what he offers as something nice he knows you appreciate. IDK, that's just my opinion. YOU ARE RITE - I KNOW THAT !! Kinda pissy here, gonna eat something chocolate!!! VERY PISSY HERE - no appetite at all
sadly again- know you are rite. it is nothing (really) other than exactly what you say.
i'm gong to go lift some weights i put out in living room - in front of big wall mirror - so my icky arms don't look so thin and i get some muscles (?) and hopefully no droopy ness?!! forcing me to work on self even more than i'd like- just something positive to do-
i apologize for long long epistle in your thread. i was so shocked and amazed to find you saying about your "talk" and i'd just had one- it creeps me out sometimes the similar emotions.
it comforts me and it makes me want to cry for you. i sure think i'm tough don't I. i am not really- i just think i have to make myself be tough so i don't go around "folding" in life. legacy of my mother- i guess.
i don't feel so good...
xxoo((( ))) i'm hanging on - hope you are too. don't eat too much chocolate- i know, eat some raisenetts that have something good inside - then no guilt??? good luck- lets tell ourselves this is but another (small) hurdle???
are you really at the end? will YOU really leave your home? maybe it is a good strategy- one i lack guts to do- i pray nightly for "the way" "the strength" " the wisdom" - "happiness again"...
