Getting more and more difficult

[Cianna]

So many times Im tempted to text... "I miss you..". We used to send racy texts to each other, or cute little messages like "I wanna kiss you!!" I used to write him poems, all kinds of stuff...

A couple weeks ago I had gotten drunk, and sent him a sexy text, then immediately followed it with an apology...

Lately, everything has been simply neccessary texts, that have been friendly... with the exception of twice I screwed up and we ended up fighting..

I hate this...