See even though he "asks", I know he's going to do what he wants anyway, regardless of what I think or feel.
Yes, in a "normal" R I would definitely express how I feel, but this is certainly not normal!
I would rather go on like I don't care what he does - this seems to be what gets his attention the most, gets him thinking the most. Plus, most importantly, protects me the most from disappointment and being hurt.
Oh UW... Still stewing over the latest developments... Feeling that anger rising up...
But not to worry, I didn't go near any hammers! Lol!!! You are welcome to borrow a hammer any time though!
I don't know how else to say this - I am just plain old disgusted with him. Yes, I know he's hurting and all that, but I am tired of being hurt because of how he chooses to deal with his pain.
And HER... Grrrrr....
You know one of the things she said to me during our little talk? "TVS, I don't want to come in between you and H."
Really, skank? Cause I think that is exactly what you want to do.
I was thinking about this though....
That's a lot of days to be together with no other distractions. H likes being by himself, and instead, he's gonna have her up his a$$ 24/7. Not to mention, H doesn't really like the beach - he hates being hot and sweaty, it makes him itchy. And he usually gets bored.
Also, that while he is off having a relaxing vacation with the twinkle twat, he knows I'll be having fun with the boys, creating happy memories that he is not a part of.
His loss. Hope he chokes on his guilt sandwich.
Thanks for your kindness, your words do help.
But I'm still p!ssed
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
