Hi Linda~~ You are so welcome!! Too funny you mentioned H moving in with JW. I have been thinking about that too. I mean after all H has already done for them of course live in babysitter would be doable!! And yes JW H DOES know about my H. Boy was that a confusing statement. I am sure they are both taking full advantage of the fact H is in full idiot mode. Thank you for saying you think I sound stronger. That makes me happy. Especially since that is the last thing I feel right now. My weekend was,mmmm, odd. H came over Sunday to work on his car. I was "busy" with things. H and our son were going to go to a flea market and as they were leaving H- would you like to go walk around with us?? Whaaaat??? me??? I said sure, let me change my shirt. H said oh no you don't need too it's hot and that would be cooler for you. It was a tank top kinda thing. I NEVER wear that kind of shirt but I had bought 2 last week. So I said well it's kinda sweaty and H said again- no--just wear that one. Am I just desparately looking for something or was something there?? H never says anything at all about what I wear but I have been making a real effort to dress differently. So I leave it on, we head out and H runs into some people I don't know. I kind of wander over out of the way and he calls me back over and introduces me as his wife. It caught me off guard because yes I am but we are so not there right now. It happened again the same way later in the day. Am I so pathetic that I am grasping?? H has been in full on monster mode for months. We came back home and I fixed dinner and he said how good it was. He was leaving and I walked out to the car with him and he just kind of lingered for a bit. I came in and started cleaning the kitchen and he texted twice and then later on H called me twice and didn't really have a reason. And he was very chatty and he HATES to talk on the phone. I need to work on making my long stories short huh. He stopped by again Monday after work to work on his car again and asked if I wanted to sneak out for ice cream. Uuuuuugggghhhh....as for the appetite still MLC dieting. I have lost 11 pounds since March. Thanks for checking on me guys. It means so much. Wow you might be careful what you ask about since I wrote a few chapters. I will keep you all posted because I have no idea what is going on right now.....
