Mind racing. I'm clearly failing at detaching or maintaining a level of detachment. But seriously... I don't ask my W what she's doing anymore, or try to bust her... NOW she wants to start telling me "oh by the way I know this hurts but I'm going on a vacation with AP etc...". Couldn't she have just left it where she didn't tell me... and since I now don't ask, then I wouldn't be feeling this way right now. Why did she have to tell me? To make herself feel better? Was I "As If'ing" to well and looked like needed a little drama? ohhhhh uugghhhhh!
Me(F):40 WAW:44 T:13yrs M:9yrs BD:2/12 (I saw a text) ILYBINILWY: 5/12 PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11) S:2/13 Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13 W moves home to R: 10/13
