Nero ~ I don't have much, but I have my heart that's telling me I'm done. I told him last night, I want out! He told me I need him to L me (insert bullet into finger gun...point to head)!
I said I want to consider moving out because I want some time, he said, ok and when you want to come back that will be fine! See if that was how this went I would let you go for a while. Yes, sick F** but I'm getting away from you to find myself a better life, you went to the gutter and freaked out.
Regardless, he's not moving away, leaving me, nor trying to commit to a reconnect, just playing at it. I'll play (go along) for the peacefulness of it all, all the while I will be seeking for myself every option available to be ready for me.
As far as you going to FL. if you love it there and you have your own family and things to do for you, hell yea go! Your roommate is providing a path for you to enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself in spite of him, your not there for him.
Just make sure you understand this is not his way of reconciling, it's just what he offers as something nice he knows you appreciate. IDK, that's just my opinion. Kinda pissy here, gonna eat something chocolate!!!
hang on.....DM
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
