The unexpected journey continues - next chapter

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I wonder if he will ever know how much he was truly loved by me and the boys. Ironically, that love in me has only grown as I have a deeper understanding about H and what true love really is.

I feel your pain in this...I too could have written these words myself.

It's very sad. H deserves to be completely loved, cherished and adored, as we all do. He never had that, even from me. (It's only during this journey that I realized that.

And this...my H has said this many times to me...but I don't see this realization during my marriage, maybe one day I will REALIZE too, that maybe he didn't get it from me. I am curious GM, do you really believe this? Not judging, just curious.

GM, you have given me a lot to chew on on my threads, and I just want to impart something on you to think about...the statement above is very profound...your realization. Maybe something to delve into for yourself. If this is true...why?

IDK, maybe I am going too deep, but for me, if that is true, i would want to know why and work on that part of me for my future relationships, and i am not just talking about with another man, but all relationships.

And in saying this to you, I think I will take my onw advice as well.

As always, thank you for your support and feedback on my thread...I am day by day again these days.