I hope my new coach can help me get out of my crap. Have a call at 9am.
all i can say is i truly dont see a reason for life at this point. i know this is not good or Gods will for me but why is he really allowing this the be this way. I effin smell like crap and smoke and my dads house. My health is not good. i have to make a move and make it fast. but i say there is a reason for everything just dont know what it is for this. I know everyone here is tired of hearing all this but this is the only place i have left.
im at work and dont want to be by anyone because i smell. not that there is anyone here but still. the smell is in my skin
help me God help me anyone how come i cant find that one switch that will turn things around. How long to i wait how long can i wait. life should be fun and it is nothing but crap. i hate it hate it hate it. Eff it all again.
