I'm not discouraged as much as I'm not encouraged by anything h is doing or saying. I am though enthused at the idea of moving forward for myself wo worrying about H.
I feel as if I am always here! He needs to not have easy access to me, he needs time to be alone and maybe miss me! I need to try life alone and see if my big talk about living w out him is really how my heart feels.
My H never puts me last, he's the ultimate nice guy. People would be amazed that "H" is putting his family though this!
I am doing for me, but I get sick of me also! Yesterday I chastised H for calling me boring a yr ago when I spent 7 yrs trying to get him off the couch, but he worked all wk so he was justified .
I am freaking a little...summer, no plans...no vacations...and lots of home projects pilling up!
Thanks for stopping by, I need to know people are alive out there!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!