Got all the appointments tomorrow and now I'm in contact to get involved in my local roller derby team! Soooo excited for that!! Planning on getting some more ink done this summer to represent my new independence and personal growth. I have a looooong way to go in that aspect but the girl I was six months ago is long gone and I'm getting stronger every day.
I'm finally getting it, I don't have to close the door on my relationship but I need to move forward for myself and if he ever comes around I can decide then and there to close that door forever or not and see were it leads me.
I know I'll still have my down days and I'll need to come and vent but I just feel like this weekend I really had a eye opening experience, I liked who I was and this new life that's in front of me.
H:25 M:25 T: 9 1/2 Yrs M: 5 Yrs
trouble in paradise: 1/18 Big D: 2/10 EA confirmed 3/11 H Leaves me: 3/30 Files: 4/8 Served: 4/15 OW Confirmed: 8/6 Divorce Final: ???
