Hi LF, It's been a while since I posted on your thread. Yeah, things really suckk right now. I get that.

But here's the thing: They ain't gonna get any better until you decide to make it so. When are you going to do this LF?

Look over your threads. You're stuck in the same place because you continue to feel sorry for yourself and require W to pull you out of your funk. This is not good! It does not make you attractive. Why would W want back in with you in this present state?

Accept that W may be gone for good, and make your life what you want it to be. You can do this LF, YOU HAVE TOO!

M: A really long time.
Crisis: 5 years.
She's still worth it.

Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl