I get that. I am trying so had o be good think good but I just cant do it at this point.
Im feeling so sick 2nd night in house with dad and my deprestion is even worse. i just want to die i realy do. what the is the point. i feel like i have nothing to live for nothing to do. i smell like smoke and old man. is this the life that is mine.
I cant stay here my sinus is all messed up i just cant do it. what is the point im sorry. i am trying every ones advice but it is not helping me. i go out side and i talk to others and someone said i smell like smoke. even if i was mentally ready how the hell could i even go on a date like this
