Well i was good there for a day or 2 i think, or i felt ok. But i think what it is not is I now live with my dad for now. This had been a bad bad time to come here. I should have never did it. but i guess i can move again .
I need to do something or i need to figure out what is motivating me to do and think the way i am. I need to stop this crap. I just cant stop thinking of W and her maybe being Gay ok im a guy it kinda turns me on and wish she talked to me about it. but i was also told that they do not think W was this way when she walked out.
