Taking My Space - Giving Spouse Theirs

[RealityTrip]

What do I really want to say? If I "Release the Kracken?"

WAW,

Thanks for letting me know your plans. (GLAD YOU FEEL BETTER CUZ I DON’T) I appreciate your honesty and respect in telling me. (IT’S ABOUT TIME. WHY NOW?.. AFTER 2 YEARS OF LYING?) I hope you find some peace and resolution for yourself in your actions and decisions. (I CAN’T SEE HOW YOU EVER COULD.)

I had a wonderful time with you when you were here and Sunday night was really special to me. (IT REALLY WAS! SO HOW AFTER THAT DO YOU DO THIS?) Be safe driving and take good care of yourself. (I HOPE IT’S MISERABLE AND I WON’T ANSWER IF YOU CALL)

RT

That is my "monster." Had to get it out. I don't really mean my inserts but they are what I would say if I was trying to hurt her.

Headed to bed. Fresh eyes and renewed spirit tomorrow. I'm embarrased by my nasty inserts but I need to feel them and let them go. Otherwise nothing I respond to her will ring true. For me or for her. Tomorrow.