Thanks for the responses! They are exactly right! I woke up today with a new sense of self worth and self esteem. I am confident that he will never have anyone who was as good as me or who gave him unconditional love. That's his loss and I have to do what's best for me. I have just been struggling so much regarding my career and where I want to be. Although, I always wanted to get a degree in what I did, my ex and I left the state we were in to do it together. Now he is there with OW, and I am here with no job after I worked so hard.