Thank you dear friends. I will respond. I am really trying to talk myself through my emotions. I appreciate the idea of drafting a response for advice. I think later tonight I will start one and see where it goes.
I feel like Val and Wonka have a good objective view on how both my W and myself are feeling. I knew it was a good idea to come for support here before acting (or reacting).
I'll be back later.
Me(F):40 WAW:44 T:13yrs M:9yrs BD:2/12 (I saw a text) ILYBINILWY: 5/12 PA admission: 12/12 (began 3/11) S:2/13 Moves in w/AP D begins: 7/13 W moves home to R: 10/13