Having a rough time coping with these emotions. I've never felt such a loss before in my life. I just feel terrible today. I guess after 13 years of being with a person your lives become intertwined. I don't understand how she could be so happy with this situation. I haven't signed onto facebook in a whole week. I can't see her post another picture and comment with how happy she is. It's been almost 9 weeks since getting kicked out of the house and I'm still stuck in the grieving stage. How long does it take to get back control of your emotions?