One more topic of WAS...how do they come up with "I'm just not happy. Everyone deserves to be happy." This one always threw me for a loop. And then I get, "Why would you want to be with someone who doesn't love you?" Yeah, right after 21 years it took them that long to figure it out?

Just overthinking and trying to overcome my own worst enemy...my thoughts replaying over and over.

M: 49 H: 49
S23 D24 (disabled from car accident 6 yrs ago)
M: 21yrs
BD: 1 month after D home from hospital (after 6 months)
D: 3/11/11
Moved: 10/11/11 to FL for SCI recovery
X: engaged w/OW