round and around we go

[willbwell]

H took me to airport this am. We chatted on the way there. All seemed"normal" I would have loved to give a quick kiss like in the past... No I did not but I thought it. We waved a goodbye as he drove off. He will pick me up tomorrow.
And we will go to daughters recital.

I still want to give him the benefit of the doubt. To come back to us . To figure this out. He'll stay at the house tonight with the kids. I've told my boys 16&19 to be home with dad to hang out tonight. I left the house clean. He's typeA and I'm more chaotic. He'll still notice smudges it's just the way he is. I'm trying to be more organized but still have a looong way to go!
He makes me laugh. I always smile around him. It's not fake. He'll make comments for example he's drinking a vanilla latte. He'll say he heeds the added sweetness. I need to remember to shows my appreciation of him !