I find myself struggling a lot this morning.

Going back and forth from sadness to anger for some reason. I so badly want to text my wife and ask her why she thinks everything i have ever done has been so bad.

She told me not that long ago that i wasnt a horrible husband and not everything about our m was bad, but then during later conversations she brings up things about me that happened when we were dating 12 years ago that made her unhappy and she says that should have raised a red flag about us.

I just dont understand why she can only seem to bring up the bad things, but i guess that is part of going through this.

Just feeling a bit alone today, and thought i would try for some words of enouragement from someone.


Me: 41 W: 36
M:9 yrs
Together: 12 yrs
Kids S7 S4
BD: 01/13
W filed 5/13
D final 8/13