ju8st checking in- need to get dressed and out door-
thanks for note last nite- enabled me to go to bed more "calm"- idk
you've got it right - when the lbs is sooooo worn out they just can't "do it" anymore- i think they walk. the other guy is probably charged up with all their baggage & issues and can't care about anyone else but ME ME ME... (THE LBS is merely on receiving end and that can get overwhelming and probably exhausting at some point) (i'd think) i can see how a person just gives up and gives in because they're not up to the "fight" anymore. it's a tough lesson to swallow and appreciate.
it's wierd that riding it out might achieve "success" in staying m'd. you know me- can't get past the part where the mlc person is self-indulgent rather than "in pain". like the right thing for the right reason - m.o. - my notion there has to be "a right or humane reason or purpose" - i need to work on my view here- i know it's a rigid attitude- that people "always have a choice" and then have to accept fallout from their own choices. oh well- i'm not even married to this goofis - in my mind only - God only knows what's in his mind. he's got some kind of attachment or whatever it is I am to him.
onward and upward. still "here" for another day- - who knows tho... am awaiting whatever "the universe" presents- (me reading a goofy book i picked up with pretty artwork- but it's all you loving yourself, etc- message same as here primarily- sometimes it's cheesy sounding- but i'd say in the end I agree we're all we have - really huh? and what's not to love? i'm askin ya????? okay- where's that cute new dress - even with humidity and jacked up hair-do- looks good...
