More detachment? Texted W yesterday to see if she still wanted to meet for coffee today and what time. Her reply: sorry, can't, I have to work tomorrow.
I didn't text back. Thinking now that might have been rude... I didnt sit and wonder if she was really working or not (Thursday is usually her day off) I didn't text back a "when can we get together then" I didn't run to my pastor or this forum crying "oh gosh, W doesn't want to see me tomorrow what do I do?"
I just let it go. Maybe next week. My Dad is up from FL for my niece's graduation and the impending funerals. Spent the day off with him.
Still, though, this thought comes to my mind several times per day:I cant believe SHE would leave and go to OM. I emphasize SHE meaning I thought W was above anything remotely resembling this. I'm the jerk around here, remember?
Is that thought going to slap me in the head forever? Should I concern myself over it?
Me 46 W 43 S 21 D 18 S 17 M 22 yrs Discovered OM 9/10/12 W moved to sister's 9/15/12 W moved to OM 9/27/12 Tried to DB until 7/13 W filed 10/7/13. Did not serve. I counter filed 12/2/13.
