so dawn:

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How are you and h doing! Is he your best bud all of a sudden, working hard for you to pat him on the back, or selflessly? At least he mows the lawn, he's back to some sence of self and care for something that's both of yours! He is doing this stuff w you in mind, think about it, you could mow your own lawn, or he could have hired someone!


does this really seem like something significant? i'd have thought it's just him salving his conscience -

i'm having trouble feeling like i exist in his world. if he wants to be gone 3 wks out of 4 - surely this is not flattering. i get it- he finds life with me awful - what the message feels like to me.

glad you're in charge at this moment- it feels good doesn't it. so, you still feel more inclined to think leaving is a better idea than "signing up" for another 40 years?

i'm glad someone out there is getting some L - may as well be you. i'll live vicariously ...

that's about it- hot & droopy- boring alone. i'm going out ofn a limb here and sayin tonite that maybe even icky is better than nothin....

gross me out- sorry to be a wah wah baby - off to go walk & burn it off -

xxoo ((())) i'm sending positive vibes out your way for ongoing improvement.