"Is it normal to backslide mentally so much right before the D is final?"
Yes of course. The one thing about your wanting to apologize, during this whole ordeal, have you ever apologized for the things you did that might have wronged her?
If you did, then no further apologies are necessary.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
