Just when you think it has all gone wrong, bam, the unexpected knocks the daylights right out of you.
I had about given up on passion with my wife. I don't know what happened, we hadn't recently talked about her lack of passion - there was no need as she seemed incapable of expressing any.
Last night blew that conception out of the water. She had tried to initiate several times over the past couple of weeks, and *I* was the one avoiding an encounter. She did realize this, and got pretty upset about it several times. I never explained what was going on. Honestly, I didn't want to hurt her feelings. I know she was trying to figure it all out, but like I asked before, how do you generate passion where none exists? I saw no point in reopening an old wound.
I still don't know that you can make passion from thin air, but maybe passion can be awakened in a person with only a smoldering ember.
Last night we made love. Not wild swinging from a rope Kama Sutra love, but sweet, passionate, romantic love. The best part, it was absolutely real and heartfelt.
Just when you think all is lost, it really isn't.
So keep on trying folks. Try not to give up. If we can recover a love life ravaged by decades of issues, so can you. I am sure that next week, or possibly tomorrow may bring some new issue in our recovery, but at least I know that passion is possible now. I think I can deal with just about anything else.
-NOPkins-
I will ferret out an affair at any opportunity.
-An affair is the embodiment of entitlement, fueled by resentment and lack of respect. -An infidel will remain unreachable so long as their sense of entitlement exceeds their ability to reason.
