on a side note, the job I was in was so stressful that I considered going to a psychiatrist.
one guy was put out of service for more than 6 months because of stress and when he came back couldn't continue and left. one of my friends got a mental illness, chronical depression from the job.
if anyone here were in my shoes, it would make sense why I was unable to catch a plane and star another job right after that one. In fact, I wasn't able to do normal things, never mind cross the Atlantic to keep working. My wanting to take a couple of days off was really more a medical necessity than a luxury or selfishness.
that's what I mean when I say that W should have been happy that I was able to recover.
she had her both parents to help with a toddler one year and a half. I was one foot in a mental institution. Which one is selfish now?
