Going In Circles

[shouldistillhope]

Thanks Fartiltre,

I find myself having some better days than i have in the past, but like this afternoon, everything was going pretty decent and all of a sudden i get a text from STBX telling me i need to take care of dropping her off of our auto insurance. Every time i get a text from her its just another reminder that things are definitely not headed in the right direction.

I will pull through this and become a stronger person, but right now its very hard to see the end.

She always brings up the fact that if she sees true change in me then maybe down the road we can start dating again.

I hope for that day but am also apprehensive at the same time.

Hope you are doing well.