M1, I've been experiencing the low point of this roller coaster ride. W has been sending me so many mixed signals that I don't know which to believe. I'm almost getting tired of putting up with her mood swings. At this point I'm letting her make the next reach-out.
She needed me to make a last minute trip back up to her place in Denmark because she wasn't able to finish her flat move due to lack time and others' help. I selflessly did what needed to be done and got on a plane as quickly as I could (just glad I had the $ to do it) and took care of matters. Then, after all the work I put forth, she didn't make an effort to even take advantage of me being there, like talk. I was there for 5 days and on the last day, during the trip to the train station W didn't feel like talking much and I got only a hug and a limp "thanks for everything." I guess I had a little more expected considering how she opened up to me the last visit. This has made me feel like this is the last favor for her for a while.
I've been working on my health the past 4 weeks and am completely convinced that all this added stress of the relationship and our money troubles (which she's still resisting my request to both work together on) has been detrimental to me staying healthy. It's just been draining me physically and emotionally and my body hasn't been able to fight off these ailments I've experienced.
Tomorrow, however, I'm going back to the gym and hitting the weights since I'm feeling better since last Wed.
