I am just trying like H#$% to keep my head mind off of W. I do not feel happy but today seems to be OK.. But i am still sad and depressed but im trying.
It is just hard but i try to keep moving forward just cant seem to get that happy feeling i once had when W was around. I know just before she walked out on me it was not a bed of roses but it was ok as i thought we could still work on things. now it seems like there is not a darn thing that can be done to help me and W to even talk. so trying to step back and let God work on her. Problem is I just cant stop thinking about her and there has to be something (I) can do...
Well i did call DB and I am going to try a new coach... I love the one i was with but it seems like she is at a loss. and i got the feeling she is a Godly person. I worry that this new one will just come to same conclusion. I just hurt like i know everyone here has or is. I just still feel like i want to drop off the face of the earth but not sure what to do about it..
I love my W and I know or feel in my heart that things can work out if just given a chance. But as long as she is living the life she is with an other Girl how can i get her to stop that. I know that this girl is one that may have convinced her to try this. she has never had any signs of this act before
