Hey guys took a little break to decompress a bit, I was getting inundated with too many thoughts.
Little update: Moved out and I don't like it very much but doing the best I can to maintain. Move out day was a tough day we both cried, and she told me she hated how she felt but she doesn't feel like she can change itn and that she's mad at me for doing this to us. I wanted to repsond that it wasn't just me why we are here but i refrained. I've talked to her a few times since then and it's been pretty benign to put it midly. This is where I get confused as to what i should or should not be doing. I'm trying to 180 the best I can but honestly sometimes I find it hard to do so when my problem all along was not giving enough attention. Right now though it's best I try to keep contact to a minimum.
I picked up a new client so personal training is going well and prospects for the business grows daily. Trying to work on just being a better man, father, son and friend. The rollercoaster occaisionally gets the best of me but overall i'm hanging thanks to all the support i've been getting here thanks guys.
I went out on sunday with a friend, I was very reluctant to go just because of my vulnerable state right now. Well I was hit on by more than a few women(which has been my issue to be honest) but i'm proud to say I didn't feed into the overatures. Might sound like it should be a given it hasn't and that is a HUGE win for me! So i'm def growing!! I just hate it took the most important person in my life to walk away for me to get it.
